Now where do we go from here?

Its unofficially the holidays((:Not that I deserve any holiday,so my results tell me.The statement in my reportbook says sancia is a dilligent pupil who is serious in her work.she is a sensible lady who thinks logically.The moose begs to differ ten times over.whatever:///

Staying at home all day kills me so naturally I'm glad that there's school tmr,even if its at nine in the morning,even if its for math. Tmr's gonna be twograce's lastlastlast time having a lesson together and according to Hongs,we're in for a surprise of somesort.I know its not gonna be a float but nevermind,YAY:DD And still, there's no reason to be sad at all cus it may be the last lesson we have but we're still a class till the seventeenth so SAVE THE TEARS PEOPLE((:And on the seventeenth when i'm all blotched up and miserable,I'll do the shoutouts for each and every person just like I swore to okay:D Sigh.I'm staring to feel sad already.

Tancheng: You should call me or something.Anyways I've got another story for you:D

Jiafeng: Ahaha i had a curfew you see.SIGH.I bet they had fun on your elec! Its How To Save A Life by The Fray.

Xishi: yeah so sad.like one whole chunk they went together.
Nevermind,we'll survive((:

Shanna: hello(: congrats for breaking into the next round!All the way yeah!

Charlotte: Tsk it was wrong of you to abandon me like that. Seeyou for the next to lessons I HOPE?

Jolly: oh you were'nt alone la.PRESTIGE tmr(:Its gonna be abit scary I heard so for happiness sake don't be too chicken hearted yeah!

Claire: yeah,i was in a SITUATION,see.And then my handphone had some problem.What dots?

Cass: Huh! So what am I?!

Char: Aaaw I'm sure your room's okay la.I mean if your not happy with it,I'm sure PHINA could do it up for you.she has got offers you know:D

When you've got plenty of time on your hands,you tend to run outta things to do.So you end up blogging almost everyday.SIGH.

I wenta school feeling very tired and depressed cus like I thought it would be a Man-less day.I fell asleep during IPW and only woke up at three points.

ONE: when that mad AV girl(whom cass claims is actually okay) started abusing her friend aka dachangjin girl. she's mentally unsound.I got so agitated watching her abuse her friend that i went red in the face! I resolved to stay away from her because she's INSANE,yesiree.
Pleasepleaseplease don't let her be in my class next year!-praysrealhard-

TWO: to tell tancheng the big story of the RUSSIAN MOVIE AND THE RUSSIAN NOODLES:D haha.Bet she enjoyed every single bit of that kooky story and I know she's uber happy now.

THREE: when cass said xishi had the stayalive DVD.woah I was totally like,Ohmygod xishi has the stayalive GAME?!!!!!I got extremely worked up cus having watched the movie,I should clearly know what a nightmare that game is.And when I found out it was the DVD she had,everyone was like CHAYYYY.ahaha.how embarrassing.

Then there was PBL in the gym of all places.Eventhough I like miss stella like loads,I really couldn't keep my eyes open.The PBL we had in class was pointless.So after writing some crap on the mahjong paper I wenta sleep. HAHA.I let the rest have the honour of decorating the paper with FAIRYGODBABES:D

Then the BIGNEWS came.Well yay for char cass phina si'en jacqleow jingles hongs jolly and the rest of the smartssess.Seeing the peepolings going WOOHOO and all made me even more dejected.Nevermind.I've got xishi with me,thankgod and we WILL be in the same class next year.YES WE WILL!

I was pouring my soul out to balls during lunch.Lunch,being a miserable bottle of pinkguavajuicewithpeels! So I talk she listens and my hands go all over the place and TADA the whole frikkin bottle of pinkguavajuicewithpeels spills over my pinafore.LOVELAYE SHITS.

And I was damn miserable then believe me.OHSOMISERABLE.hell, I looked like I bloody pee-ed on myself and the peels just made it look worse.AND.I smelt of guava.Actually,I smelt like guava.YUCKKK.

Then there was comm meeting.And I say! They ALWAYS ALWAYS hold comm meetings in the most appropriate places.ALWAYS. I saw The Man and i was like OHYESSSSSSSSSSSS:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD Nevermind my guava-ish pinafore I was happyyyyyyy.And there were many types of OBJECTS like northsoutheastwest,respectively char's,jiamei's,jodie's,and tancheng's.Hahaha.Unlike them however,I wasn't getting all itchy.I was just plainly aware.Yes,now thats the word(:

Alright and so the meeting was justa run through the plans for camp.Its strange that they're gonna hold the camp during the Os cus like then the secfours won't be able to come.But that means we'll be camping through the Olevelexams.ahaha,eh tootpok must be jealous.JOIN LD LA:D And the most terrible piece of news for the day is that balls and I aren't in the same group.And debs is just too smart!SIGH.I'm sorry siaobay but that means you've gotta go through nightwalk without me:/ oh be brave!

Ohyes.Everyone should go to popsy's blog cus she has this amazing thingy that flashes,and there's a nice one about MEEEE((((: really nice one! And coughcoughs,balls and popsy owes me twenty cents each cus I WON THE BET((: oh gomanugomanugomanu woootsssssss:DDDD Next match we bet onedollar.HAWHAWHAW.

I have to do something about my sleeping disorder.Its really irregular and its making my systems go wonky!Given the long weekend,I flipped my sleeping hours the other way around and only god knows how the hell I'll be able to wake up for school tomorrow.

Tomorrow is a ponnable day.Ahaha.what a way to describe a day worth skipping school:D Its PBL and IPW presentations.How terrible.I'll still go anyways cus its the last few days I have with all the amazing people :/And tomorrow I shall tell the class my brilliant plan and I know they will all agree to it and YAY I can have my float-BEAMS-

TODAYS THE TWENTYSECOND OF OCTOBER:D

So,HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE((: fourteen means being bigger and braver yeah!

AND,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE POPS((: IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou and god forbid you read my blog(:

AND HAPPY WEDDING ANIVERSARY TO THE MOOSE AND THE POPS((: well I bet the two of you are like havig fun in australia where the sky is blue and the air smells of mint on account of it being spring there.

Sigh.How lovely.I wish the moose would stop signing of her smes with LOVE,MOOSE ON D LOOSE IN SYDNEY XX. Its great knowing you're fine folks but it triggers the gloomy symptoms from those of us who are stuck here.Here,where the PSI goes up to 127 sometimes.Here, where we're most likely to end up with bronchitis.

peanut: ohohoh!I've made up another new story involving meepok again.I'll tell you tmr and yes <3

Jiafeng: taitee(this IS the way to spell it.Like can you suggest any other?ahaha) isn't fun at all but yes we shall play it and you can prove your point:D And WAIT.what do you mean by my urm is way cute?what is my urm?MYGOD.you needta explain to me tmr yeah!

Char: We should call jiafeng FENGIE from now on cus it sounds like FERGIE,you know,london bridge in minidrama?Ahaha.Yesyes happy birthday girl and whatwhatwhat,YOU are the scaredy cat:D

Tunes: Um jolly this is gonna annoy you.I've decided to change your name(as if I havent been doing that all along:P) but now your name is nice and even cooler.Its more vulgar than balls and its in HOKKIEN! Siaobayyyy woohooo:D my brother?his hair was that way today on account of him having badminton.POO.

Cass: hey you.Now asked your pops already???

Steph: I think today we tried to save each other's lives yeah?Cheerup:D

AHAHA today had been fun!balls and the pops are at my house and they've been teaching me lotsa stuff.I now know roughly howta play chinese chess and taitee.taitee isn't fun at all:/

I shan't make the same mistake as char and go flood my tagboard:P

peanut: I bet you're secretly happy:Dyou have my adoration though<3
Jiafeng: but still,i mean,an elec?!ahaha you're lucky.
Si'en: aye enny!That reminds me,I needta have a talk with you.cough:D
Tunes: well if you're so deprived you can take home all my cookies((:
Cass: yes I've seen it and its nice.now go ask your daddy quickkkk!!
Char: yesyes,you're vintage one didn't turn out well either did it? too brown:/
Karchian: ahaha no problem.you're very cute:D
Melo: ohreally?its a nice skin(: And ofcourse,I reallyreallyreallyreally am her numberone fan:D

I feel dotty;now need I say more?

I think I'm suffering from a sleeping disorder.I can't seem to sleep at night.And during the day I can plonk myself ANYWHERE and fall asleep.How strange.I slept at one in the morning and woke up at two today. At four I felt sleepy again and so I slept on the bench in the garden. Ahahaha.I need medicine:D

Tmr,balls and pops will be coming over to talk.Just talk(:Thats very nice.And I won't have to worry about the dirty linen being aired in public cus the other kid and I have sorted out our differences and now we're cool. YAY((:

Thinking about it makes me sad.But it'll have to happen anyways:(

The moose and the pops left for australia last night.They'll be going for like a week and thats quite sad if you think about it.Its so long and they're so far away.I MISS THEM SO:(

I'm stuck with my mother's other kid,who I hatehatehatehatehate to the core.It never really was like that until recently.Puberty has started getting better of that boy.He's become all angsty and ignorant.He thinks he's always right.He forgets the fact that he's eleven and he's plain stupid.It'll be seven days of hell.

Today we sat through two hours of colours awards.It was extremely boring until The Man and char's eyecandy got some prize((:I was pitying choy cus she was all cooped up in that small stuffy room doing her Avduty and I found out today that its actually fun cus you getta gossip and um,sing while you're in there.Now WHO'S pitying WHO?

And then there was this TEA APPRECIATION thing we had.Nevermind the whole we-love-tea thing.the talk was so suffocating I fell asleep.Until they told us to try the horrible terrible tea.PFUIT.

Then we had movie viewing.We watched some local film about this teacher who died.Very cliche,very local.Char is easily frightened,I concluded for the gazillionth time.Even the sight of the teacher TEARING scares her to bits.Maybe I should chop off my hand and give it to her for her birthday.OH ITS COMING ISN'T IT:Dohyes,we spent a good time at the back of the dramastudio eating peppermintandchocolate cookies.The girlguides one.Aye whose huh?ahaha((:

Its hit me in the face that time pasts real fast.someone brought up the fact that twograce would not be springcleaning together next year.I think it was yanlin that whitespecked dehydrated pervy ratty thing:/What a depressing statement.I mean,didn't we just come back for spring cleaning like,just the other day?I got so depressed after hearing that so i wenta the class treasurer and told her to go collect class funds so that we could have a big big party on the last day.I don't care somebody hasta go get icecream so that I can make a float:/

Sigh.Time never fails to fly its like concord when you're having a bloody good deal of fun.

I'm in a foulfoul mood.I hate my mother's other kid.I swear one day when I get down to it,I'll delete his blog,change his msn password, throw all his good shuttlecocks into the fishpond and drop his racket maybe like a few million times on the floor.LOVELY.

INHALE EXHALE BREATHE.Very good now sancia. thanks bally for that nice pill.Its kicking in:D

Glad that all the papers are back and theres no need to worry about the bloody marks.today marked the official start of enrichment.There was the election rally,rather boring but I vote for teo(: there.SMILE PEANUT SMILE.

And then talent time.Sheer waste of time we bloody have no talent or whatsoever la.Seems like many peopolings can play the drums and I say, thats remarkable.Ohyes the guitar too.I can strum the EMINOR CORD and I'm very proud of that:D

Then sex ed.I fell asleep.What a diappointment.I thought gurung vould do better than amusing herself with those fond memories of yesteryears.Those days she shared with her man,the BIM.ahaha.Then we hadta leave for navalbase.

Skhoobs that weird one,who was smiling coyly throughout the damn talk said goodluck to me while I was attempting to get outta the hall.She said it,subsequently waving an olevels chinese guidebook in my face. yesyes but my dear friend,I passed my chinese hello and I don't really need luck for a CIP assignment yes?what an excuse to showoff her proficiency in that mindboggling toungetwisting eyegorging language.so why couldn't she have been normal and said a nice normal byebye like every other normal person?PFUIT.

I missed the whole homotalk.Nevermind.we caught bits of it on our way out to hail a cab and aye gurung,it isn't legal(:

NAVALBASE:D

Ohyay.thats us after lunch(:

And thats us having a FAKE MEETING.ahaaha.

How yi((: the super super cute boy from my group<3

After that we had a nice dinner at longjohns where balls and popsy started to test me on soccer.TSK.I think I know enough-coughcoughs-.Ohman. popsy be my shifu and tell me all the stuffs so that I don't make a fool outta myself infront of that bally:P

I took the wrong bus home and got stranded in some industrial area for an hour before the moose and the pops came to rescue me.HOW DUMB.I almost cried and that bally was like telling me that all buses except those going downtown will always end up at an interchange.REALLY huh? Ohwells I freaked out anyways.I can't believe I took 268 believing it was 76.

I mean,how cockeyed can one get?POO.

Silence,especially at the dinner table,is terrible.It makes me want to scream;it gives me a headache.

Usually I do the talking and everyone laughs.It doesn't matter if no one else wansta contribute because thats MY job and I love it but these days, I talk and I talk and I talk and nobody gives a HOOT.

I know the pops is angry with me because I lied.BUT I SAID I WAS SORRY.And I really really am.He's very very extremely disappointed cus I've always been the honest one unlike his other child who lies at every other oppurtunity he gets.TSK.

And I said I was sorry and I really feel bad and I swear it will never happen again:(

Dinnertime sucks.I gave up trying to talk.And the pops said very quitely after dinner,

when its time for dinner you talk hell alot and you make as laugh but you finish eating LAST.Now you don't talk at all and you still finish LAST. Go think about that.

WHATWHATWHAT.Its been a known fact eversince day one that I'm a slow eater and it has never been an issue.so now it has hasn't it? The next time we eat together I'll not say anything at all-not even pass the chicken- and I'll make sure I finish FIRST.

The pops hasn't said more than three lines to me since thursday.Its a sad,sad thing.I know he feels terrible but he still chooses NOT to forgive me.Even if he does try to talk now its not gonna make me talk to him anymore because THE DAMAGE IS DONE.and hell,i don't feel like talking anymore so there.

The moose isn't any better.she gave me a talk on TRUST and for the very first time in my entire life,I thought what she said actually made sense.And maybe thats cus instead of using the usual threats and nags, she chose to TUGHEARTSTRINGS and to use poetry on me.Thats bad.I'm a sucker for that.And so she said,

You're not me and I'm not you but you're part of me cus I had you.

Now now,you tell me which oxygen breathing heart thumping humane child won't feel something.

Well I've said sorry havent I:(

We had games carnival yesterday.apart from ending up tired and sticky and sunburnt,it was actually quite fun(:

The softball team did fabulous.We won all four preliminary rounds and we got into the semis.The match with charity was shitty but everyone was tired but its okay peopolings,we were the best!Poorpoor tancheng got hit by the bat twice.Nevermind what happened in that game but we batted the most fabulous battings and ran the most beautiful homeruns.We were a gorgeous team:D

Twograce did well in other games.Honey and team were spectacular at tabletennis.Yay!paizipaizi:D and our floorball was brilliant too. AND we had the right SPIRIT with all the cheering and bottle banging and stuff.

At the end of it all I was so glad so glad I played softball instead of any other game,even though I knew nuts about it initially.capts ball was scary.We all know why.Soccer is scarier.Hello,the people allow themselves to get hit in the face with the ball and I personally saw some slide in the sand just to score a goal.ohmygoodness I love c.ronaldo and all but noway will I play that injury prone life threatening terrible game.

All in all we had fun:D

And today was MISERABLE.Like we reviewed humans and science papers and it was TERRIBLE.The whole thing was MONSTROUS.And now I'm utterly DEJECTED.oh the PAIN and the AGONY of it all.We have to go through the same bloody shit on monday:(

The only good thing that came out of this mess was my realisation that both goofy and pluto are dogs and hell,I've seen one walk the other at times.How strange.

we were dismissed super early today so we took a class picture at the specs.OHYES, we've got back our lovely lovely classromm by the stand. I'm so gonna miss it next year:(And so we took our picture.A VERY NICE ONE TOO.We are amazing:D

wenta the lahm corner aka popsy's class to talktalktalk.Lahm isn't there anymore though.I felt so tired even before we got to the dry run and i fell asleep in the writing workshop.Even The Man failed to excite my dejected soul.Then we did the dryrun and we're all set!Next tuesday we'll being going to navalbase primary,whereever that is,and give those lil kiddos some workshop.That means we get early dismissal at one which is badbadbad.we're gonna miss sex ed and thats terrible.Who's gonna teach us abstinence huhhuhhuh?And popsy and tunes tried to be funny by saying a virginal pledge.HAHAHA.How pure:D

I appreciate the weekend for once((:

Today was the comm07's first official meeting((:It was at KBCC though.How unglamourous but nevermind:D

Met balls at nine for breakfast.I was only a mere threeeee minutes late,so I reasoned(:yay to me.

The meeting was fun even though bally left at one for secret mission XYZ. I conclude the seniors are crappy in a good way-ohmygoodness look at the icecream.Ahahaha.Kbcc has an icecream vending machine and really,its the first time I've ever seen one work.AWESOME:D

And we did some good planning for the camp and for the whole of LD actually.Shannaxu is SO SMART.Because of her we all get a comm shirt((: And possibly a jacket.Whoppeee.I won't have to complain about the sports peopolings and THEIR jackets now(:

Sectwo comm is incharge of watergames:D we wenta macs to plan it out and I say,we've got the GROSSEST MEANEST watergames ever. YAY!And something even better to yay about.I saw THE MAN.

Holymungolyfreakingshit I DID:D

Sigh.I am AWARE of her.

Tomorrow's gamescarnival((:Running around the field under the scorching sun playing a sport i hardly know isn't exactly my idea of fun but nevermind twograce shall win everything.Except capt's ball because thats a hopeless case.But softball peopolings,we've got the best team:DD

And there's debate.Nevermind lahm died we can still sit there and mourn for him.And tomorrow,I get my letter won't I Tunes?Ahaha(:

Nevermind I told half the world reflection day was bullshit.

It wasn't :/

I reflected.Oom.

They brought in a buncha priests-we call them fathers and brothers and the whole thing is called a mission.Very nice,sounds preachy enough. They did a whole buncha unnecessary stuff with us,like those dumb games which were seriously bull,then AFTER the break came the real reflecting part.

There was this very sad story about those two girls.The one who died had a very (cough)subjective name.The moment the father uttered that name the whole world was hisssssing MY name.God,people INHALE,EXHALE.I may happen to be aware of THEMAN but that doesn't mean I have to react when I hear the THENAME.pfuit.

Anyways this wasn't the point at all.The point is,we all hadta write a letter to God confessing all our sins and while writing the letter I felt very bad about certain issues so I wrote an uber long letter.Then after the whole tearing up of letters and singing songs bit we were told to go like hug people and apologise to those we did wrong to.That was very emotional.coughcoughs.Like so many people cried.

I apologised to skhoobs.YES I DID.She said she thinks its all HER fault for not intergrating with the class and it wasn't anybody's fault except hers.Wellwell.I said fine then and gave her an awkward thumbs up.And holyshit she leapt forward to hug me.Mygoodness.Char fled. And as much as I wanted to curseandswearandraveandrant,I INHALED AND EXHALED and um, hugged her back?

Nevermind.I'm like PURE now((((((:

Poor popsy,wrecked by all the confessing.I hope you feel better now pops(:
There's debate on thursday so youmeandballs can sit by the lahm corner after school and talk.Ahahah:D

Today was fun((:

I could have easily took the purple line from where I live to harbourfront but noooo,must meet at bishan musn't we.HUH.We saw so many peopolings there.Like karchian who in my opinion is extremely cute even though I don't know why.And my god.phina should learn to control herself.She saw a group of random sportsgirls and totally gaped at them as if they were evil.She was like ohmygodohmygod did you SEE them?relax sushiwoman.

The MRT ride to harbourfront was painfully long.Someone's got her new ipod with EIGHTEEN songs.ahaha.thepinkspiders are something worth listening to,now I know.Even if they are called thepinkspiders.haha.

Vivocity is seriously nothing to cry about.Just another huge mall,nothing incredible really.Its so boat-ish I feel like I'm on a cruise.And the toilets are amazing.You've gotta see it for yourself to get what I mean.The movie was awesome.STAYALIVE is some scary shit. Surely it deserves more than a Bminus.And char.tsktsk.Toughen up cus my hand won't be there everytime you watch a horror flick you know(:

The movie was about this buncha people who play this computer game called stayalive and if you die in the game means you'll die in the exact way in real life.And even if you chose NOT to play the game,it'll still go on playing itself so that will force you to play since its better you control the game than let it control you yeah.And the cast was hothothot.Hutch was incredible.Abigail(however dumb she was wasting all those roses) was amazing.And October was great too even though she died really early:/

Yay:D

And because so many people begged me to,I watched that utterly timewasting show on TV. Must watch,there's subtittles!! That joanne screams.yeah so I get what they're squeaking but SOWHAT.I bet its the stereotype woaini kinda show.But I watched it anyway,so that tomorrow in school I can go,"OHYESSSS I WATCHED IT WASN'T IT AWESOME:D" haha.


Tomorrow,we reflect.OMM:DDD

SIGHSIGHSIGH.

I wish I had something to do.It feels weird having no need to study.My room's in a mess with all my notes cluttered all over the place.And I was gonna clear it all up but the mess is still there.Procrastination,as usual gets me nowhere.

I had a good talk with my dad last night.Like a nice talk and thats good cus ever since I told him how I screwed up math,he never looked too pleased after that.So we talked.About the FUTURE.

When he and my mum retires,they'll set up a pub called dejavu.With a very good band.Thats very important to my dad.he used to play in a band called THE GRAVEYARDS.So cool yeah.I like old songs.The greenies or the oldies,whatever.See,I don't even know why I feel so sentimental eventhough those song were'nt in MY TIME.haha.

And we talked about stock market and shares.Cough.I felt very grown up.This lead to a million other stuff which later turned to WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GROW UP.

Very good because now I think about it,I don't know what I want to be when I grow up.I don't know what subject combination I want to take.yeah I have a vague idea but WHICH one exactly?

My dad says life's not all about that castle with the moat and my donkey and his apple.Ahahaha.old joke(:But if life's not about that castle with the moat and my donkey and his apple,

then what the hell is it about?

NEVERMIND.

POST-EXAM activities((:
On monday we're going to viviocity(: that really nice new place because the promiscuous bitch has a nice mother with free tickets for a movie:D

And the school had a buncha stuff for us to do.Like games day.Ohmygoodness.I just found out who's playing for hope.AAAH.we dieee.And there's tea appreciation and movie viewing.And ofcourse sex-ed. ohboy.sounds like fun-.-

And if the haze stops and the yin and yang doesn't clash,by luck Jolly we'll find a day to meet up before you fly to China thinking you're not gonna be missed:( POO.

The subsequent papers after geog,with the exception of english,lit and history were like shit.I HATE PHYSICS.I mean,who on earth likes physics? Aargh.I'm not gonna take physics at all costs.And math.Lets not talk about that.All i really wanted out of math was to learn howta count money.I'm seriously not interested in solving for X.That was NEVER my responsibility:(

And today is friday.The absolute last day.After the chinese paper we're freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D Pity I can't go out for dinner later yeah:(I've got piano.Of all things,piano.ARGH.Nevermind.I trust you people to get xishi a nice present(:

AND we'll have monday to get excited about((:

I've been waiting for you for a MONTH.a bit more than a month has passed and WHERE WERE YOU?I was terribly worried and agitated and restless and yesterday you finally came.WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?Your arrival never excited me but yesterday especially it did.Because you were LATE:(

Mygoodness am i the only person who refers to this sensitive issue in sucha weird way.Like I'm using PERSONIFICATION.Nevermind. I just remebered that popsy is worse.She like has a pad fund or something? Thats worse.Much worse.Thats PERVERSE.

Speaking of perverseness,I'm quite ashamed to say that I've been pervy these few days.hahaha.Ask tootpok,WHAT WAS SANCIA DOING BEHIND THE PALM TREES?

Mygod.I can't stand myself sometimes..Nevernind.One more chinese to go. OHYEAH.that reminds me.How come we only got the message to study blahblahlunzhengfa thing LAST NIGHT?hellloooo.I thought we didn't have to study that huh?Oy hongs!we need and explaination:(

Right.No point grumbling now anyways.I shall go study now and try to make a difference.In like five more hours we'll hand in our papers and the whole class will go like WOOOHOOO :D.And we'll vandalise our stupid ugly mahjong paper.

ohyess((: